Starting from passion to reach brand new day..

Woke up in the morning, a bit lazy and kept rolling on my bed
took a bath and went to office...

Great morning, with pieces apple as my breakfast (ate while I'm in bus :D) and sure a hardcore road singer's voice accompanied my nice morning.

Arrived at office, as usual, washed my hand, opened my drawer and turned on my lappie. Browsed the most updated news related to my clients industries, analyzed it and served it on their pc a.s.a.p.

suddenly I remembered that I had to complete some administrations of my bank account. So I went to the bank at Senayan City together with Gery, my working partner. After finished some administration process, we took a lil window shopping at “ORANGE” ( a fashion shop). Hope could find some great cheap clothes to buy…

while I tried some clothes, I was wondering about songs that played at the shop. It’s nice song and impressed me much, I knew the singer is Ten2Five, but still didn't notice the title.

I tried to memorize the lyrics and browsed the song…….
After several minutes, yeay I got it….. *joget2* it is 'BRAND NEW DAY"

I found many ten2five songs but my fav are Brand new day and passion.
Those songs are very suitable with my friends' condition…. Brand new day for mba tri and passion for laura….

Soon as I told Mba tri the song, she decide to make it as her wedding song (she gonna married). Similar things with Laura, she posted the song on her blog to express her feeling to her boyfriend.

And honestly I love those songs because both of them represent my life and hope. I hope my passion will change to be a brand new day *of course with someone special in future* Almost every friend of mine said that my relation with XXXX should be more than a friend. We are too closed to mark as friend, but I don't care about it and enjoy this situation. Yes, until now we still friend.





I just like to be with him, feel comfort to spend time together or share stories. Sometimes he can give a great suggestion or saw a problem from different angle. He often convinces me for several decisions, that's why I love to share thought with him.

We share many things, from real condition up to our dream.
We help each others, remind each other (specially about our services in church), sharing perception and discuss alot of thing together.I enjoy watching movie with him, coz he never complain about my watching behavior *hm.. weird term* (yeah I always bring socks to cinema, hit people nearby when the movie got climax *panic woman*). I feel comfort and don't want to broke this condition.

In other side,another man come to my life (actually he's an old friend, let named him biru). We were close previously, before I came back with ultramen…

biru often invites me to spend my weekend with him. Yeah, kind of go to cinema, sharing day-to-day stories, dinner out, etc. He quite intense in calling me, and trying to get attention. However, when we spent time together, I didn't feel really comfort actually. I don't know why, but there is like a gap which make me can't express the 'true' me.

I can't leave him (cause he is very nice to me) but also don't really enjoy to spend time with him. It makes me feeling guilty sometimes and confuse what to do.

Now, I just let it flow and hope God will show me a clue... to a brand new day
Hopefully…
Amien….